charlie sheen

I think I sometimes have delusions of grandeur on a small scale. It is good because it makes me try things that are HARD. I like trying things that are HARD. It makes me GROW. The happiness-project woman places a lot of emphasis on living "in a spirit of growth". I think it's NORMAL and NATURAL to have these grand feelings about one's self and one's abilities once in awhile. It definitely feels obnoxious to share them with others. For example, I told D all this stuff about my dancing. I have very grandiose ideas about art and dancing. I'm not sure if these thoughts are helpful. Maybe they give me hope of a better life.