I feel very happy and comfortable with D even though things are far from perfect. Perfect and in control is what I long for and I have to remember that that is impossible. So.... then, I am also worried about making a mistake - wasting time on something that will never work.
What I wanted to talk about is separation anxiety. After I leave his side, I feel freaked out. Like I will never see him again. I have been seeing him pretty consistently lately. He is planning on moving away. He doesn't like his life here. I think I would like to find a good therapist to talk about this with.
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