So my relationship feels a bit unsteady and it sort of always has. Right now I'm looking at a picture of us and he looks so handsome and I look so happy. I don't know what I want from this relationship. We're really different. Ugh, I need to think more about this topic, write down our history and how things have been going. I think he's so beautiful. And it's not a superficial thing. When you like people, you think they are better looking than other people do. Ugh, that's not the point. The point is I think he is very, very lovely. But, we don't have alot in common, etc. I need to sort this out.