Worst Summer Ever!!!

As I just talked to the unemployment office and figured out my last claim, I realize that I have been unemployed for 10 weeks! (minus one day, since I started my new job on a Friday). It was definitely the worst summer vacay ever! I'm not quite sure what about it made it so terrible? Unemployment shame? Isolation caused by what? bad timing? Freaking out over having a boyfriend? I feel like I'm a person who loves free time. Maybe not during a hard time. yikes.